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stuck in this revolving door

here we are you and i you keep coming back to me and we are both so guilty. shame clouds my face but you seem unphased as i am drowning in my misery maybe it's just me who sees the cracks threatening. we're breaking and here you are again questioning not anticipating i am still weak but strengthening so i will mend and you will crumble and i will smile as i move onward.

In the Wake of Destruction by Out-Of-Spite, literature

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In the Wake of Destruction

And she is off again running wild against the wind. alone again alone believing she will find a path that could never be. She's burning bridges, flames chasing her heels, leaving behind only ashes and tears. so many hearts broken not only her own Lost and looking for solace, hungry to be in the arms of Forever, imaging so hard she can almost see. until the picture fades, freezing, falling into memory

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a Future in Perfection by Out-Of-Spite, literature

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a Future in Perfection

They lifted the city Placed it on the graves of structured marvels Some white, shining spires Keeping constant contact with the night Surrounded by sterile simplicity Gazing out (across the sky) Watching traffic & light pass us by... These are their promises of paradise Several centuries of progression Such strived for equality Intelli-gents' theory of peace Achieved their goals through uniformity Future condemned Present conformed Past confounded... Each & every promise must be paid for So, we'll sit in silent compliance Mummified brain meet free will Still & deep (meets) Shallow fashioning like destiny

Sunrise and Nightfall by Out-Of-Spite, literature

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Sunrise and Nightfall

These days, I can't breathe and I'm disrupting all frequencies trying to keep my voice inside from screaming all these things trapped in my mind. I'm wasted, worry-wrinkled and tired, and my lips are set - perched perfectly in pencil-thin lines while I'm wondering how long you'll be gone or if I should be bidding my time waiting patiently for our next night to come But, my miles of unforgiving highways don't allow enough running room for takeoff [this space is too tight for flight] and my heart's wilting, squeezed in this vice grip that's not quite set right And all the while this sweat that pours from my po

Siren of Shadows by Out-Of-Spite, literature

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Siren of Shadows

I'm living a life of secrecy, crouching behind shadows, observed, but never seen The creature of your dreams I'm the shadow-stalker, the cloud-walker, the familiar stranger intently listening because nothing is ever what it seems You'll never know I'm coming, hiding in plain view. Can't you see me? I'm walking straight towards you... I'm silently clinging to walls, snapping pictures of clues to bring about your fall and change the way your world revolves I'll follow you home in the pouring rain and, as lightning streaks across the sky [in a flash] you'll swear you saw... But, I'm long gone

Smile And Pose by Out-Of-Spite, literature

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Smile And Pose

I'm the Red-carpeting rampage it's so chic to be Queen in designer dresses pearls and furs and miles of lace (bodiced tightly in place, of course) I'm glistening while He screams, scrambling amid the crowd behind a camera's glare (His cursed face reflecting through the glass where my cherished face should be) and shouting my name out loud Begging my attention my blinded slavery Please He's facing the fact He's being ignored (He thought His part was more worthy than a cut-scene classic act in this eternal script) His first time and His last Even I'm not sure what my mischevious mind is capable of He

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human time capsule

evidence suggests I spend my energies on friends who end up enemies and more or less the rest of me worn thin from splitting them from me torn limb from lingering memories born blessed unless the less you see seems better than the best of me and I forget how to forget myself so sometimes I'm someone else or else the effort's unaffected (I'm in pieces/you're collected) calmly confessing conflicted questions every breath an unlearned lesson (dispersed in all directions) each truth unearned despite intentions

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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied

July 2
United States
Deviant for 16 years
She / Her

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Current Residence: Down South
deviantWEAR sizing preference: Sm, Med.
Print preference: Pretty ones
Favourite genre of music: rock, alternative, punk (not pop punk), a little techno & rap... pretty much everything but coun
Favourite photographer: not sure
Favourite style of art: I love digital drawings, manipulations, and natural works
MP3 player of choice: Opals suck, I have a samsung
Shell of choice: purple
Wallpaper of choice: picture of my nephew
Skin of choice: my own
Favourite cartoon character: Any of the cool ones from Family Guy
Personal Quote: "Who can ask more of others than they would ask of themselves?"

Favourite Visual Artist

A few of my friends here on DA (no names cause I don't want to invoke jealousy), Thomas Kincade

Favourite Movies

Any Tartan Asian Extreme movie - for scary movies, and a few others

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

don't really have one

Favourite Writers

Keates, Poe, and some unknowns

Favourite Games

Loaded Questions

Favourite Gaming Platform

popcap

Tools of the Trade

Manipulator, Photographer, Poet

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apparently more than most people

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Out-Of-Spite

Apr 16, 2016

wow. why have I been missing?

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I have no idea how many of my friends are still active on here. I miss being on here! Things got crazy for a long time and, after being gone for so long, I kinda forgot to even bother. I disappeared for about 4 years! And that's sad :( I still create art. I don't write as much as I make things. I'm trying to work towards selling some things on crafting websites just as a hobby. Since my last journal - My family has moved from Arkansas to Texas. My daughter is almost 5!!! My husband and I have finally worked through things that were tearing us apart. I no longer work in retail and I run a class of one year olds at a daycare now. My husband

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Out-Of-Spite

Jul 11, 2012

been way too long.....

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9 months. I've been missing from dA for 9 months and I've missed it so much. I've missed all of you and your beautiful works. Here's a quick update... My father in law moved out at the end of March. YAY for that!!!! We've had hardly any contact with him since. I'm officially full time (as of January) at work and am finally not going to be a cashier anymore starting next schedule. I have insurance and benefits and a nice pay raise. My little girl is getting so big! She'll be 10 months at the end of July, she's got 4 teeth (all on the bottom) and she's acting like she wants to start walking. She waves (hi and bye), says "mama" "num num" "h

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Out-Of-Spite

Oct 3, 2011

A joyous but trying time

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Well, looks like my subscription ran out. I'm not going to be able to get another one until I'm back at work in mid-November. I used most of my remaining points last time I was on here to get a 3 month one and I still didn't get on to enjoy it. It's been a rough few weeks... We got done moving and now are living with my in-laws. The worst part is my father-in-law who is an alcoholic/prescription drug addict. No one will buy him alcohol and he can't go get his own since he's blind but he's got strong prescription pain pills that he likes to use to escape. Anyways, I don't get along with him at all. He's the type who needs to control everythin